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[Nov. 13th, 2006|07:42 pm] |
this one is copied from sunaina's blog but the last paragraph is all about inspiration pure inspiration.Tht's y i included it in here.Kudos to the brave girl.
Last night when i was thinking about all
that happened to me in last few years ...i cudn't resist myself gettin
back to those days when we were together....I was thinking about
him...He is the first person whom I gave my sweetest "yes" , the first
person who made me human, the first person who brought joy, laughter,
pain & suffering to my life. The first person who made me feel
wanted, and the first person who made me feel worthless. And after a
long time, I can still remember how we habitually made phone calls to
each other after every one or two hours break and untiring long talk
during nights. How I love the way he compliments me, how he used to
stare to my eyes, how he used to touch my hair and ask me to keep it
long and shiny as it is. I loved everything about him as well, his
smile, his eyes & how he made me feel.
I used to dream of having
my first boyfriend to be my lifetime partner but he is the person who
made me cry buckets of tears because of that dream that will never ever
be come true and at that point of time I learned to close my door to
the world.
He is the person who taught me that life isn't all about
having fun; that there is more to life than endless phone calls, long
walks, gifts, and yes, there is more life than love. That life doesn't
end when love fades; that people walk in and out of your life and you
can't do anything but accept it, because that's how life is..
And
when I think about it, it just makes me smile to know that how pathetic
I was when I was moaning over my lost love. I became better person
because of him. All the things he taught me and all the memories I have
of him are stored as a chapter of my life; one of the best chapters of
my life that I will never ever forget--and I will always be thankful
for that.....
I know what just happened was a sign, not of a second
chance but that life is never about closing your doors to the world,
that life is about being human, that it is all right to cry and to make
mistakes, that it is just ok to fall in love over again as long as you
know how to keep your dignity with you. And that however painful love
can be, it is the only thing that makes us truly human..
posted by Sunayana at 7:05 AM
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